RT Article T1 GOD-TALK AS A MEANS OF HEALING A Spiritual Rebirth through Novel Writing and Auto-Analysis JF Journal of Dharma VO 37 IS 3 SP 325 OP 338 A1 Dagmang•, Ferdinand D. LA English YR 2012 UL https://ixtheo.de/Record/1837808074 AB Candlelights is a novel based on my experiences in a monastic setting, including my own reflections gained through the novel’s writing process. The experience/re-experience of trauma (and its ‘domestication’) is one major element of the novel which served 1) as the central motif in the way I gave flesh to my own character, Kari, the protagonist, 2) as a driving force for the simple acts of making myself disposed to and in constant communion with the Divine, and 3) as a main strand that links together the following: (a) my past and present life, (b) the religious life which has a long contemplative tradition and a mystical approach to experiences of trauma, (c) the Transcendent as object of my personal quest, and (d) the potential readers and myself as the novel’s central character. K1 Contemplative Way: Spiritual-Theological Reflections K1 Kari’s Trauma and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) K1 Novel’s Plot K1 Writing the Novel: Communicating the Human-Divine Encounter